With Debbie Chilton

Author and Poet

Friday, December 14, 2012


The Day Christmas Was Stolen

Classmates taken
Their teachers lost
Friends they’ll never hug again
Only broken hearts remain.

The spirit of Christmas lost
Buried in hurt,
Numbed by shocked
Wash away by tears.

A town mourns it lost
Their sons
Their daughters
Sisters and brothers.

The Christmas Spirit lost
In thoughts
Unable to make sense
of what eyes see.

Sadness falls
Tears are shed
Hearts are broken
Lives are shattered,

As the Spirit of Christmas fads
No Christmas presents needed
Others will never be unwrapped
Flowers now mark there place.

Shock turns to disbelief
Disbelief turns to anger
Anger to a cry for justice
A cry for justice goes lost.

Taking with it the Spirit of Christmas
Crippled by hate
Stripped by grief
Taken away by our thoughts.

In memory of the 28 lives lost 12/14/12
Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright 2012


Friday, November 30, 2012


This Christmas
I’m not dreaming of snowflakes,
Nor reindeer hoofs on the roof,
I expect no jolly old man in a red suit,
And there’ll be no mistletoe over the door.

But I’ll deck out the Christmas tree,
With its bright green leafy leaves,
Bring out my Christmas angels,
To remind you what Christmas means to me.

The tree speaks of spring and new life,
A tree that would die one day to become a cross,
The angels who sang of the birth of a king,
God’s gracious gift when he sent his son for me.

I’ll set up my nativity scene,
I’ll wrap gifts that I’ve made,
And some that I’ve bought,
And place them under my Christmas tree,

To speak of the gift God once brought,
To earth wrapped in a cloth,
Placed in a wooden manger,
Like the wood used make a cross.

I’ll remember the baby gifts given to him,
The gold, the myrrh and frankincense too,
Gifts for a baby that would become king,
Gifts needed the day he was nailed to a tree.

This year I have gifts for those closest to me,
To given like the one who has given much to me,
Gifts that cost both money and time,
But fail in comparison to what Jesus gave to me.

For me these symbols of Christmas,
You’ll find this year in my home,
Represent a mother’s new born in a simple box,
Who was given gifts that told of the true cost.

Of the day God humbled himself,
By becoming a man,
Who would live a life worthy,
To become a prefect sacrifice.

Christmas is not about me or about gifts I receive,
It’s about remembering the only gift that I need,
My salvation bought through a death on a cross,
This, my friends, is what Christmas means to me.
  
 Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright 2012

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Poet missing in action


Reclaiming Life . . .

So I spent the last 4 months loafing around, reading books, watching tv and sleeping a lot. So I have decided to decicated the next two months to friends, family, food, and fun as I regain my strength and spirit of adventure.

The truth is most of the last 4 months was spent in hospital, somewhere between conscious and unconsciousness. Most days the muscle relaxant I need knock me out for 1hr.  That makes a lot of lost hours over 4 months.  While I feel stronger and I home again coping quiet well, no body goes through a period like that and isn’t left weaken.

I still need to return to hospital at the end of August. So over the next 2 months I will be going to physio and seeing an OT to regain strength and functioning.  I also think I need some quality me time and catch up with friends instead of trying to take 10 different challenges on at once is important in my recovery.

I also have a holiday booked in Sept so fingers crossed I will be well enough to go.  Can’t wait actually, to make some new friends, have meals cooked for me, enjoy some adventures and fun times. 

So October like seems a good time to aim for coming back to work and writing commitments, although this will look very different,  and I will be reducing my commits and work hours to avoid a repeat performance.  As to what that will look like I have no idea, as a said its a prefect time to take stock, and reclaim what matters to me the most.

Looking forward to seeing my readers soon. 

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Puddles & Poets In The Park!


The poets gathered once again to feast on food & poetry, in the puddles of Walloon. The poets came from everywhere just by smelling out the food.  ‘Must be Ipswich Poetry Feast time dear,’ The Goodna Gunner said to his wife! On this year there was one thing missing, the sunshine struggle to appear. Never fear when Paul Tully is about, we got off to a flying start. The Guests were welcome and absences noted, perhaps they’ll join us in another 10 years.  Oh did I forget to mention that we turned ten!

Dave gave his usually rave on the history of The Babies of Walloon, the park and competition too. As the did all those years ago, Bridgett Kate and Mary Anne dancing among the water lilies, as Don recited Henry Lawson The Babies of Walloon. And this year the grey skies let down their silent tears. Then came out the Sow & Sow’s to present their patchwork quilt to the captains of the school and a new tradition was born.

So it seemed the morning had everything, tucker, the brush, ceremony, tradition, art and culture . . . but then entered politics as Paul Tully unleashed the ghosts of politicians past, handing over to Denleigh the poets had the mike at last.

Some recall the tales of poets of the past, while others sent us into laugher tell us of childhood’s follies! Still other tired to regress into there days of youth, while the rest of us poets just told it how it is.

Local artist, poet and historian Judith Baker waved together tales of yester year and the very present, bringing up back to the reason we gather here, at Henry Lawson Bicentennial Park, to continue the tradition Lawson poem recorder and declare open the Ipswich Poetry Feast Competition.

So if you stay tucked in warm in bed, that wall all you missed. But be sure to join us next year to feast on food and poetry, hopeful without the puddles. Oh and don’t forget now to enter the dam competition!!!!

See Ipswich Poetry Feast Webstie for competition detains.   

Saturday, March 31, 2012

My Thoughts


Pretty Things

To keep . . .
Pretty things don’t belong in boxes,
They show be opened and enjoyed,
Savoured and consumed as designed,
Pretty things shouldn’t sit in boxes.

Why not?

The box is clear I can see and enjoy,
The brilliance of the hot pink bottle,
That holds a scent once open is toxic to me,
Some times pretty things do belong in boxes.

Pandora’s Box . . .

Once open it can’t be its dangers lurk,
It’s beauty beckons to be used,
Its toxic sweet aromas to easily escape,
Sometimes pretty things are safer in boxes.

Temptations . . .
Its beauty dazzles the enquiring nose,
That fears not danger from the room perfume,
Once opened, unaware strangers may let toxins escape,
This pretty this is safest kept in its box.

To take . . .
If a pretty thing can not be savoured,
As it creator intended why should it be
Keep in a box and never enjoyed by anyone?
Pretty things do not belong in boxes.

The gift . . .
The brilliant hot pink bottle of sent,
Hold beauty in its design as an ordainment,
On the bookshelf in my bedroom,
The pretty thin h remains in it box – keeping me safe

The view  . . .
Which I still enjoy as I see the bottle,
Remembering it was chose for me by my sister,
For me to enjoy not someone else,
This pretty thing belongs in its box.
  
Debbie Chilton (c) Copywrite 2012

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Boys Toys!


Photo taken by Carolyn Cordon
Used by Permission

Resting Place

Look at her what a beautiful beast she must have been,
Judging by her cover she’s had her last run,
Just look at her will you, she must have been loved by someone.
Pulled apart and put back many times I suspect,
Even in this pitiful state I can see she was much love.

What or should I say who brought her here to this spot?
Such a beautiful but lonely spot to die,
I see like any murder they robed her of anything of value,
Torn from her bashed-up shell any organs they could sell,
If it could be sold the thugs taken it!

Wasted! I can still see her multicoloured skits dancing,
In the cool summer afternoon breeze still,
Full of life she danced before speeding off,
Leaving the other girls standing blowing wolf whittles,
Her splendour colourful coat fails to mourn her death.   


Monday, February 20, 2012

Summer summer go away


heat trapped
moisture builds
rain fails
storms clear
heat stays
sleepless nights
tempers fray 

Picture of Summer


Air dripping wet
Endless sleepless nights
Autumn longings  

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Some advice wanted or not!


My daily ramblings . . .

Advice

Always well meaning
Not necessarily correct
Can be overpowering and confusing

Well meaning
Not asked for
Incredibility frustrating
  


Backyard experts

Always correct
100% reliable
It works for them
So of course they’re right
Not!
Forgetting that everybody works differently
Especially when you have Cerebral Palsy 





Unwanted Advice

Handcrafted from God
Not been reproduced
Nor made in a mould

I may look similar
Or differ to you
The results are the same

Marked as unique  
Individualised custom made
If you like

My service guide
Differs from yours
So does its advice

What is best for you
May not work for me
Understand I’ve different needs

Like hearing what works
In you life
But like choices better


So do me a favour
When I start to lecture
Tell me

Because neither of us
Wants unwanted advice
Often overwhelming! 


Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright, 2012

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Snap Shots



Stunned

stunned by sights
orange peal and beer smells
wack me in the face

neat rows
twitted, torn and trodden
garden scraps

shredded salad leaves
tossed about veggie patch
leaving salad bowl
  
holes now appear
filled with tiny sleepy heads
sleeping slugs

scattered orange peal
across the veggie patch
Scottie I’m not impressed!

Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright 2012
All rights reserved 

Unimpressed


Stunned

I stood silently
Too stunned to speak
As Scottie sat
Slouched on my shoe

Tapping my foot
Annoyed Scottie
Would leave my
Garden in ruins

He sneaked a look up
Quickly looked away
When I caught his eye
Knowing there was no more

I squatted as I
Shook my head
Eyeballing Scottie
Who looked away.

He did say thank you
I like to think
It was the other slugs
That shredded my lettuce

Leaves across the veggies
Leaving my garden in ruins
I trusted him to bring
The other slugs in line

Now every lettuce leaf
Lies dead in front of me
Scrambled with
Baby peas and carrots

It looks as though they
They been using
The carrots as darts
And my lettuces as targets

Scottie they weren’t
The sort of party games
That I had in mind
I needed the snotty slugs sorted.

I admit I am impressed
With the orange peal
Thank you note
I guess its time to clean.

Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright, 2012



Friday, February 10, 2012

Scottie's Tales


The Slug’s Morning After

Scottie woke to the summer sun,
beating down on this dehydrated body,
intensifying the thumping headache
Scottie was once again sloshed!

Sunrise had long since passed,
the orange beer soaked soil,
had been baking in the sun,
turning the beer stale.

Then stinking seems soon
reached Scotties, sensitive snot.
surrendering the contents of
his tiny slug stomach.

Scottie squinted
as he open his sore eyes,
the sun’s glare made them
hurt even more.

Scottie forced himself
to surrendered to the sight,
of the morning sun,
reminding him of headache.  

Surveying his surroundings,
Scottie was startled by
the sight of orange peals,
scattered all over the garden.

Quickly closing his sore eyes,
he sank, Deb would not be impressed
with the terrible sight he saw!
He struggled to remember

The party games they played,
What had happened to
Deb’s prized garden?
Her beloved lettuce leaves in shreds.

It looked nothing like.
the supreme veggie patch,
he had decorated last night.
Instead it was swamped by waste.   

The pristine patch was
scarred by shredded lettuce,
baby peas and baby carrots
and assorted smelly socks.

As the pungent smells
reached his snort
Scottie spewed adding to
the seeping strench.

Eventually he braved
the sights and the smells
to survey the damage done
in the veggie patch.

To his delight,
he discovered someone,
had arrange the orange skins,
to say, THANK YOU!
   
Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright, 2012
All Rights Reserved      


Thursday, February 9, 2012

Lost



Bridget 

Silently standing
Cut off from her sister
Forever parted  

A community's lost



Compounding Grief

They go to sit
remembering
lost children
claimed by
the waters pull.

Some how they
gain strength
from the two girls
now known as
The Babies of Walloon.

Bridget and Mary
standing hand in hand
like children dancing
as they played on a
summers day.

brings comfort
to who grieve for
children taken by
the waters pull
like The Babies of Walloon.

Again taken from us
all to soon
the girls now separated
by the saw
of thoughtless men.

Compounding grief
of those who sort
comfort and strength
from the statueletts
that danced upon lilies.

A community grieves
struggling to comprehend
a little girl taken
from us twice
her memorial now loss.

Debbie Chilton © Copyright 2012      


Original Poem
Babies of Walloon 
by Henry Lawson, (c) 1891   



Monday, February 6, 2012

My Thoughts On NDIS


NDIS
Bring all Australians
Together as one
For everyone counts
Everyone deserves equality

NDIS says I count
Count me in
When making polices
Listen to my voice

NDIS says count me in
For a fairer system for
People with disabilities
Regardless of postal address

The Productivity Commission
Said YES to NDIS
Yes to a single unified
Funding system for PWD’s

COAG said YES to NDIS
Agreeing in principle
The concept of NDIS
Is good for ALL AUSTRLIANS
  
The Coalition said Yes
To NDIS in principle
Yes to all Australians count
So let’s make NDIS work

In October everyone cheered
Everyone agreed we should
Work to together so
Every Australian Counts

Now yes to NDIS but not now
Yes to NDIS in 2014 said Labor
Yes to its introduction, but
Mr Abbott says WAIT!

Now it’s WAIT to NDIS
Now they say wait
After the next election
Labor too said, WAIT

YES NDIS is a policies issues
Yes we agree in principal
To a fairer Disability System
It’s an election issue

You see NDIS is just that
A campaign by PWD’s
For a fair go and we want
To know who is Fair dinkum 

NDIS is not a policy
It has no working draft
No committed funds
And no agreed time table

It has no committed long term
Funding system –
No one has said where the
Money will come from

Some want it to work
Like Medicare
meaning another Tax Levi
who would vote for that

we’re ready for NDIS
ready to test if it works
ready to write a users guide
without agreed guidelines

don’t you see NDIS
is a campaign giving us a voice
it’s no more than an idealistic
way to fund a disabilities sector

Go away until you have
A piece of legislation and
Committed funds  
Then I’ll help you write a pilot

Then and only then! 

Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright 2012

Today . . . Missing Mop#12


Cat like curiosity
Forces my whiskers
To intrude on MoP12
Chatter box  

Monday, January 30, 2012

the last word


For Those
For those you thought I wouldn’t make it
I did! I did! I really did!

For those who didn’t think I could
I did! I did! I really did!

For those thought I didn’t have in in me
I did! I did! I really did!

For those who thought I wouldn’t go the distance
I did! I did! I really did!

To me who doubt I could
I did! I did! I really did!

For those who thought I could write 31 poems
I didn’t! I didn’t! I wrote more!

I made it through Mop12
I survived and thrived!


THE END!

Let's play!


Party games

Scottie wanted me,
to tell you of his
grand plan

To teach the other
slugs a thing or two
and how to say thank you

Scottie wants to play
skittles with his guests
first they must deshell

and line them up
like bowling pins
to aim with cherry tomatoes

Then he thought,
they could bob for peas
floating in a lettuce leaf.

followed by a game of golf
shoot with peas
 with garden stakes into tiny holes

to gather at the nineteenth hole
for his orange beer
to sing some songs of cheer.

To party well into the night,
lit by the silver moon,
daring one all to take on,

the big dipper
made of lettuce leaves,
or take a swim in Snowy’s bowl.

I don’t know about you,
But Scotties party sounds like fun,
I wish I was a slug!  

Arrh! But wait there’s
just one more thing they,
must write slug notes of thanks.

Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright 2012

Who let the slugs out


An invite to Scottie’s Party

If the slugs, want to slug about
If the want to play some party games
And gossip while they work

Then I know the perfect host
I’ll introduce them to King Scottie
He will be in his glee

Permission to host a garden party
If anyone can teach them tricks
It's the innovated Scottie slug

Yes! Yes! Let the slugs out
If they’re into games and things
Scottie slug will sort them out

Now let me see — the drinks
Cupcake’s orange beer
Should bring about the cheer

Don’t forget finger food
Served on smelly socks
Celery and carrot sticks

To keep them tort and trim
Oh oh and lettuce leaves
Filled with baby peas

I can just see him now
In his finest suit —
Scottie’s orange beer party

So I gathered up
My finest lettuce leaves
And went to find Scottie

I gave him a list of party guests
With the supply of fresh leaves
To imprint with ooey-goery slim

Invites written in silver slim  
Lettuce leaves sat folded
as a neat stack of envelopes

So now all I have to do
Is put them in the mail
And pick up Scottie’s hat and tails

Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright, 2012

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Not today!


Monday

Monday
brain should be
ALERT!

sharp
quick thinking
writing

Monday
my words should
flow

letters
articles for editor
nothing

Monday
just exhausted eyes
Tennis

Poems
a month's full
exhaustion

Monday
eyes want to
close

not
researched articles or
read

Monday
time for work
WHAT?

Words
do not flow
nothingness!

Debbie Chilton © Copyright 30 January 2012

Saturday, January 28, 2012

What's In A Name


Add caption

Two Letters

two letters
don’t define me
nor should
two letters
define you
disabled
news to me —

CPMS
means nothing
  to me
does MSCP
mean anything
  to you?

Disabled?
 no one I know!

Debbie Chilton © Copyright 29 Januar

Mud Map




In the scrub
Lurks a track
Now a mud pit
With map of
Australia?

Australia?
Yes that's right!
The map
Mysteriously
Appeared

Appeared how?
Rain water formed
A puddle in the
Shape of our
Country

Our country
Map of
Australia?
Yeah right
Stop pulling my leg!


Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright 2012 


The Month It Was. . .


The memories
Some members use aliases 

Whispers of secrets,
Hidden in Sonnets,
Haiku’s and other poetry,

Tales of spiders,
and nightmares of falling.
down sliding stairs,

Bush tales
about Australia
and our coloured history,

Challenges to
torrent us
when eyes closed,

Unlocking the secrets of
Rhythm and rhyme,
Writing a poem per day,

Gum tress,
Lettuce leaves
Garden dogs sneaking inside,

Left ears,
Cuts with Stiches,
Falls were recalled,

Poems about writing,
Fought off thoughts,   
Of blank pages,

Cocky’s or cockies
On clotheslines,
Screeching all night,

Camping stories,
The car journeys,
And the fish that got away,

The Cats and dogs,
frogs croaking in pipes,
and our resident slug,

Kat chased mouse,
who someone tried to
set up with Gerry,

Cartwheels and,
Cupcakes watched,
Up down,

While Clair made sure,
she had her say,
under Oldwriter’s eye,

The debates came too,
What was prose and
what was prose poetry,

The role of punctuation,
capitalisation, modern
verses traditions of the bush.

These are a sample,
of the memories we hold,
from Mop # 12   

Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright 2012

Friday, January 27, 2012

Tall Stories


Ghost of Rosewood Hotel


Just outside Ipswich is a town Rosewood,
One main road but two local country hotels,
Both bearing the memories of childhood, 
but only one pub has a ghost story to tell.

Purchased by the Councillor eight years ago,
Tales of a ghost that walks the stairs at night,
and unexplained wet beds have said to show,
Publican recalls he heard the ghost with fight.

We were in our bed talking through the day,
the staff had left and there were no guests,
the missus bolted up right, ‘I told her to stay’,
we heard someone coming towards the west.    

‘I was half out of bed’, the publican said to me,
when I heard the top few stairs stop creeping,
then the sound of shuffle footsteps towards me,
I would dismiss this story except my mate speaking.

He shared with me the night he was closing up,
and the last of the night staff said ‘good-bye’,
hearing some movement in bar that was shut,
upon unlocking the bar he saw a glass of wine.

Seeing no other obvious other signs of disturbance,
he shook his head in dismiss, as simply been forgotten,
to put away the glass caught with staff remembrance,
Locking up and walk up the stairs the ghost had trodden.

Some weeks later it was his turn to clean the rooms,
When he went to strip bed he found it soaking wet,
The sheets went flying fear the mattress was worn,
Relieved when all was needed was an air before sunset.   

Now tales of the games the ghost plays with staff,
Are talk about in pub bars across Ipswich region,
Egged on by Council Paul Tully Ipswich start laugh,
The publican insisted his ghost was now legend.

Such lofty tales and specific ghost details,
Drew the media to investigate this spin,
Soon Dave’s ghost had channel 7 on its trail
In quest to separate truth from local spin.

Well Paul was not impressed investigation showed,
This local tale had more to it than the local jokes,
The ghost hunter concluded this was fit for his show,
Silencing who jostle Dave and tales of which he spoke.

Debbie Chilton (c) Copyright 2012

Aussie! Aussie! Aussie!


My Australia Day 2012

A day to catch up with mates,
Over lunch and a drink or two,
So we headed out to Sizzlers,
For our yearly catch up date,

We were greeted by our flag,
And staff were decked out in tees,
Even lamb chops were on the menu,
Even at Sizzler it was Aussie Day too.

Surfboard dressed the salad bar,
Umbrellas rested on wait staff heads,
Aussie tattoo flags dressed pale cheeks,
And Aussie flags arrived in our steaks.

We didn’t have any beer,
We didn’t sing nor dance,
All we did was had a good chin wag,
Still I managed to lose my voice.

Debbie Chilton © Copyright, 27 January 2012

Tuesday, January 24, 2012


Some Days
 
Some days you want to shirr,
Some days shirring is not enough,
Some days you feel like throwing your hands in the air,
Some days throwing your hands up is not enough,
Some days you feel like crying,
Some days crying isn’t enough,
Some days you feel like throwing in the towel,
Some days throwing in the towel isn’t enough.
Some days are good,
And some days are tough.

Debbie Chilton © Copyright, 25 January 2012


Words are not always useful!


Empty Words

my soul feels crushed
you asked me to trust
promised to help
were they just empty words?

the agreement said
you’d act in my best interest
now that includes asking me to lie
were they just empty words?

I lead to believe it was a formality
a done deal – something that needed to be
you promised to fight with me
were they just empty words?

it is not about now,
just planning for the future
nothing will change
were they just empty words?

you ask me to trust
put everything on the line
you can not lose
were they just empty words?

they are empty words,
everything is on the line
you’ve taken all control
leaving with empty words

my soul breaks
mourn for losses
you’ve stolen from me
you left empty words

can I charge for time
you careless wasted
can you pay the time
no, you’ve only got empty words

you don’t represent me
you don't know what I need
I no longer  want
empty words you offered me

Debbie Chilton © Copyright, 24 January 2012